In my part of broken heart..

Psalm 34:18 --> The Lord is close to those who are of a broken heart and saves such as are crushed with sorrow for sin and are humbly and thoroughly penitent.

Thanks God, for being with me in all my time, although in my broken heart..

Yah, pada akhirnya saya tiba di ujung dari serangkaian patah hati ini..
Mulai dari broken up time, sampai she's taken by another guy..
Complete!
It's about one year and a month..

And if I asked, what do you feel?
I feel.. I don't know, i don't even know what I feel..
Am I broken?
Am I dissapointed?

I don't know.. I just don't understand..
I know nothing about her today.. And sometimes I wish I knew.. But another time, I just too afraid to know..

I just cud keep guessing.. but if this is the very end, I hope I cud know very soon..

And you know, I've just dreamt of you..dream of lossing you..

I'm not that honey in your call.. I cud not be him..
There's no different when I know or not, becoz officially, I have lost you.. that's all..

That's all I have to know, and no other my bussiness!

Yes, and I know that you'll happy through this life because of Him.. He will guide you all the time..
and me too..

In the part of my broken heart, I know, I believe..
He will guide me
He know my heart
He know my need and my want
and for sure
He will give me the best guardiance
until He find me the better one

Thanks God!!