Thank You Lord

Lord
I'm so thankful for today
So many blessing

but one thing
for celebrating xmas
they don't even remember you
that's so sad

:(

but niwey
I'm so happy
so many frens

and her
:) think i fallen for her

but if can't
You decide Lord
I will follow U

I just hope that U give me somebody who best for me

:)

Thanks for everything Lord

Bless everyone who love me, and whom I love

Thanks
:)

In the Middle of Nowhere

I actually don't know where I am
Its feels like trapped somewhere I don't know
and I can't quit

actually it's not bad at all
still okay
but its just weird
i don't know why people tread me like this
really

so many people in this world
with different wants, needs, habits
just received and accept
and it will getting better

like before, i just hoping for the best but expecting the worst
:)
i'm sad when they treat me like that but it's okay

the thing is, we can't control what other's want to do, right..

it's okay with me
to be abbandon
they didn't even noticed that I'm exist

but somewhere somehow
there's a way

God will make a way
also for my another
for my sin's habbit
and my orientation

Jesus.. He knows what is the best for us, really

:)

I thanks God for her

pray for her
hoping the best

Thanks