suck!

Jesus, don't you know that my life is suck!
no.. no.. no.. my life is a mercy..
but they just make me hate my life, hate my self, hate You..
they say about responsibility, trust, principle, and love.. to forget and forgive..
they over help, to change, to be right, and they think that they are right!!

God, until when... I have to hold this feeling?
to keep trying to be someone else?
to pretend that I am as they are... to laugh at my condition with them..
to try be a "better" person, and "kill" my self

I wanna die, tonight..
I hate being me..
I hate this condition..
I hate pain that never end..

where are You, my Survivor?
help me, I'm insane, I lose my way..
I need You right now
I'm badly broken

we need Your help, Jesus..
please show the world that You are exis to help us
show us Your way
help us through this
too many people feel the same way

please God, please..
come here and take away us..

thanks

Thanks God

Kau telah memilih diriku

Sebelum dunia ada dijadikan

Hanya karna kasih karunia Mu

Ku dijadiikan anak kesayangan Mu

Tlah habis segenap tuk bisa  ungkapkan

Besar nya kasih setiaMu
Hanya dengan nyanyian lagu rinduku...

Ku bersyukur Kau lah yang terbaik 

Yang ku punya di dalam hidupku

Tak ada yang bisa menggantikan 

Kasih setiaMu

Di sepanjang hidupku slamanya...

Trimakasih Tuhan

Ku dipilih......

song by: Pure Band - Ku Dipilih

download lagu Ku Dipilih - Pure Band

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thanks God.. for everything You've given me..

thanks God.. to be my God, to be my Lord..

for the appologize

for the love

for everyone that accompany me in my life

God.. what can I do without You, what am I without You

so please be with me forever and always

and let me with You forever and always

Thanks..

Our God is an Awesome God

Awesome God - Michael W Smith


When He rolls up His sleeves
He ain't just puttin' on the ritz
(our God is an awesome God)
There is thunder in His footsteps
And lightning in His fist
(our God is an awesome God)
Well, the Lord wasn't joking
When He kicked 'em out of Eden
It wasn't for no reason that He shed his blood
His return is very close and so you better be believing
that our God is an awesome God

REFRAIN
Our God(our God) is an awesome God
He reigns(He reigns) from heaven above
With wisdom(with wisdom) pow'r and love
our God is an awesome God

And when the sky was starless in the void of the night 
(our God is an awesome God)
He spoke into the darkness and created the light
(our God is an awesome God)
Judgment and wrath he poured out on Sodom
Mercy and grace He gave us at the cross
I hope that we have not too quickly forgotten that
our God is an awesome God

Refrain x3

Our God is an awesome God
Our God is an awesome God 
(Our God is an awesome God)
(Our God is an awesome God)

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still missing u somehow

hey.. I've already see your page on fb..
and I just wanna say

hoping that u really feeling fine
hoping that u find ur happiness
hoping u getting married soon and happy
hoping u are alright

and hoping that u never crying in remember me, but smile..

o God.. I must be deeper in love with her

but it's okay, it's alright

I'll find my own happiness, really.. and I promise I'll be happy..

Thanks God..
:)

Is it LOVE?

I've met somebody..
Now, i can't sleep.. i can't breath..
She always on my mind..

ALways check her twitter and fb..
want to call her ym constantly..but i'm too afraid to interupt her..

O God.. am I in love?
or this is happen to me because I am in my loneliness?
God, please tell me, what to do when I am dealing with this feeling

Is it her?
Is it not too fast?
Is it Your will?

God..I'm too afraid to falling in love again..
sigh