God must be kidding me..

God, You know that I dreamt of her in 2 days later..
Sakit hati patah hati
Ketemu dia lagi hari ini
Dan tau kalo dia ga mungkin memilih gua lagi selamanya..
T_T
Feel like dying
Ketika tau itu, dan tau bahwa gua bener masi cinta mati sama dia
T_T

God.. I'm in love with her..
so in love with her
but what can I do
I can do nothing
Do You hear me God?
Do You with me?

What i should do?
I love her, and I just love her with all over my heart
no one else
T_T

I must be crazy
You must be kidding me with all this stuff, God

I'm crying until I fall asleep last night
and today she call me
and we met

and tomorrow

OMG
what am I doing?
do I lost my mind?
do this love?
or I just lost my way?

God..
cud I follow this "heart"?
or I should use my "brain"?

help..
I know it's just a month again, and I want to make it worth
but this is crazy
i'm falling deeper and deeper
God, help help help help help help help help

Forgive me.. I lost my mind..
please come to rescue me, God..
please..

God, You know, it's hurt me.. T_T
too blind to see..
help help help

Goodddddddddd, pleaaasssseeeeeeeee heeeeelllllpppppppppp meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....