Forgive Me, Lord

God.. something appear on my mind..
You let her with him, maybe becoz I'm not good enough for You..
I'm sorry
to not hear You
to abandon You
to not doing Your want me to do
second time
alwayz
I didn't pray, didn't read, didn't serve You
didn't hear You..
He is better than me in You, God
yes maybe it's true, i don't know
but I see that..

forgive me Lord
to not being able to be like him
I'm no one compare to him

maybe she will be happier with him

and I?
I have to learn many things, first..
to love You
to love my self
to love anybody else
and than to love my soulmate

I keep on trusting U, God..
to take care my self
to find my way
to find my soulmate
somewhere out there

i believe in You

and I hope You forgive me for the continuous sins that I do

please help me out of this sins

more like You
listen to You
and be better and better each day

Love You, Lord

thanks