crying to God..

3 am.. in the morning..
suddenly wake up..
and got cold! :(

and my brain is spinning around..
not understand what happened and what will happen
i just caught in the middle
Jesus, i got stress.. :(

too scare.. too worried..
a lot of things that messed up
i can't see the path..
but yes, once again
i will follow ur sign
i will follow you

and sometimes there is feeling like, is this really what i want
is this what i need?
so crazy
sometimes i want to stop and run away to what i used to be

yes its sound funny
how i crying begging u for this job
and i am also the one who want to run away from this!!

jesus.. please upgrade my faith
so i dont need to worry about simple thing about everything
cos i know that you r watching me
and its okay to do the mistakes, to fail
its okay to looked dumb
its okay to seem foolish

yes its okay

all iz well

jesus, please give me a courage
to pass this step of my life
to be better
to do my best

cos i have talent that u ve gave me
i know
and i should do it the best i can

jesus, take care of my body
take care of my soul
take care of me

and everyone, who love me.. n i love them

thanks.. (: